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[02 Sep 2009|01:29pm] |
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why can I have everything, almost but just no home? Never have I felt so unwanted, so useless, so hated for almost no reason for too long. I want out.
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[16 Jun 2009|07:03pm] |
SUMMER TO DO LIST
-Save $$$
-enjoy summer
-go to cedar point
-be healthy person
-have a birthday party
-take a bunch of photos
-follow through with college
-go to the beach atleast 3times
-stay in shape/use my membership
-actually hang out with everyone this summer
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[27 May 2009|07:18pm] |
when I think everything is fine, it turns right around... Life.
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[11 May 2009|02:00pm] |
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someone throw me a graduation party because ill be needing one soon.
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[19 Apr 2009|11:47pm] |
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ill never be good enough for my friends, family and significant other....
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[12 Mar 2009|05:44pm] |
I am getting my highschool diploma in a month or so! Signing up for scraft summer classes, or the fall semester I'm so scared to start college hahah. I'm getting my life back on track,it feels great to have such a head start. Also I'm signing up for planet fitness in northville, it be great to have a work out buddy :)
ps: mardi gras was great, i love regina <3
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[05 Feb 2009|05:15pm] |
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life lesson; keep a good balance.
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[28 Jan 2009|03:19pm] |
 I need a bigger car.$6000
( want list )
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[17 Nov 2008|02:15pm] |
please go dan and paige are the shit you will fall in love.
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[22 Aug 2008|11:02pm] |
all mine!!!!!!!!! hahah im so lame
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[08 Jul 2008|02:21pm] |
parallel parking=hell
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[11 Oct 2007|02:23pm] |
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not to brag or anything.... BUT ITS ALL MINE finally <3
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[21 Aug 2007|04:44pm] |
Things are slowly getting better for me.
Wishing I could say how I really felt.
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[19 Jul 2007|02:49am] |
This is 100% accurate about myself.
Travis has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Travis is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Travis would like to leave the past behind and move on.
Travis has imagination regarding sex and physical things. So, his lower zone stroke is large, so his sexual imagination is large and open. Furthermore, because the loop is incomplete and extends to the left, this indicates a particular fascination with certain aspects of sexuality that have not been fulfilled, yet. In a nutshell, Travis is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try anything once.
Travis is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect his ego when he feels hurt. He pokes people harder than he gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.
Travis is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. He needs to visualize the end of a project before he starts. he finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said he plans everything he is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Travis basically feels good about himself. He has a positive self-esteem which contributes to his success. He feels he has the ability to achieve anything he sets his mind to. However, he sets his goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". He has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, he will not take great risks, as they relate to his goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, his self-perception is better than average.
Travis is a cumulative and procedural thinker. He likes to have all the facts before making a decision. He thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. His thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Travis learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once he has learned new material, and understood it, he won't forget. Travis is a methodical thinker, therefore he is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, he often loses to rapid thinking people because he is thinking thirty minutes later about what he should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate. He may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once he gets it, he can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, he can handle it better than most.
Travis will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it!
He has issues with trust and it is likely rooted in childhood. Travis has withdrawn into himself. He is reserved and shows his feelings only at times of great anger, extreme passion, or tremendous stress. Travis is an introvert. He makes decisions based on logic, therefore he is rarely impulsive. He doesn't find any need for expressing his emotions. In fact, he probably sees this emotional expression as an unnecessary waste of time. He has a hard time relating to an extreme extrovert, although it is common for him to be attracted to one. Many people do not understand Travis; it is difficult for them to really know how Travis feels. Travis enjoys being alone, and probably prefers working alone. Working with his hands is a pleasure. Travis's basic nature is to look out for himself first. Although he can and does feel emotions, perhaps as deeply as anyone, he just almost always harbors them inside. The first time someone angers Travis, he probably will not say anything to that person at that time. However, he will mentally keep track of everything this person does wrong to him until he cannot hold his emotions inside any longer. Then; Boom! Travis will cloud up and rain all over them. And he will never regret telling someone off, because he knew what he was saying the entire time. He won't impulsively tell someone off. Emotional stories will not sway Travis. He thinks totally with judgment, first considering every situation by the effect it will have on him. Travis needs space and time alone. He will be much more efficient if given a job alone, rather than being surrounded by people.
People that write very large tend to be very social and friendly. It seems Travis has this type of writing. This indicates a need for people and a particular natural ability to socialize and be the life of the party. Now, if Travis also has specific fears (like fear of criticism or fear of trust) then he will deny he is the life of the party, because fear has overcome his natural inclination to be social. People with large handwriting tend to be effective at anything that requires interaction with lots of people. he is a people person.
Travis can be defiant. He sometimes has the attitude that if someone doesn't like it the way he is doing it, then they can just "go to hell!" This trait may reveal itself in a rebellious nature that is always ready to resist forces which he thinks are infringing upon his freedom of action.
www.handwritingwizard.com try it out.
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[12 Jun 2007|10:39am] |
"The purpose of our lives is to be happy."
Dalai Lama
School's finally over! My birthday is soon :) Life is good, and I'd like to say I'm thankful for what I have, and that I am truely happy that I have the life I have, even tho I probaly never act like it.
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[09 May 2007|09:53pm] |
I never smile but,
Life is great right now.
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[01 May 2007|06:21pm] |
I can't take much more.
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[19 Apr 2007|05:23pm] |
My report card came today, my mom is so mad at me cause I have a C- in photo and it says "Doesn't show potential." She said all the " Time & money she spends on photo and I get a C on it makes her think I don' try at all." The reason for that is because I have one pack of paper usually for 2months I use it in 2weeks, I only print 5x7's sometimes smaller. My parents never take me anywhere to take picture, and it is my responsibility and all but it just helped if I had more support. I ask my friends to take me places some of the times, but its hard asking people for stuff like that, and especially with the gas money I have right? I know you guys are gonna say get a job pay for it yourself, I've been applying everywhere I am 14 its hard to get hired, but I'm not gonna stop.
P.S- I have 4less teeth! surgery went good they said, just after pain kills.
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